Its been a long time since i puked!
Everyone was absoutely S M A S HE D.
High. Drunk. Swaying. Dancing. Concussed (fong the belated bdae boy only)
Martell.waterfall.beer.chivas.Champage.green tea.coke.orange juice.
S M A S H E D the word of the day.
Period.
anyways. its hell fun =))
and
oh hangover sucks big time.
My www. buddy has been dying on me for the pass 2 days at work.
I'm being deprived of my daily dosage of blog hoppings, mails clearing, friendster - ing and MSN-ing with my usual kakis.
I felt really tormented the whole day. It seems that our www. buddy is so indispensable nowadays
Sighs
The earthquake is one hell fellow. Managing to upset the whole www. world and affecting thousands.
Isn't this so evilllllll. Other than leaving thousand homeless and 2 dead.
What has the world become of???? It even feel as if natural disaster kept happening to punish the misdeeds of humans.
Okay, now i truly sound as if I'm from some cult.
I hate it when my www. buddy tell me this
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Damn. Damn. Damn
All rights. Luckily they did not gave up on me again today! It took me 1 whole hour to log into blogger.
Tsk.
Anyways, here are some random pics from my merry Christmas eve.
Anyways. I'm serious missing my sweets!
In the search for me, i discovered truth
In the search of truth, i discovered love
In the search of love, i found you
and
In you, i found everything.
________________________Edited @ 4.03pm________________________
Anyways!
I wanted to blog this but i keep forgetting. Was online this morning when Frank the dutch boy msged me online! And its ssoooo funny.
Gijs says: ey moet je niet is slapen?
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: HUH
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: u are?
Gijs says: haha
Gijs says: maar spaal je nog wow?
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: -.-
Gijs says: 0_0
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: ?
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are u are
Gijs says: lol i'm frank the dutch boy
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: whahahahahahs!!!!
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: HELLOS! how are u??
Gijs says: srry little bit druk whas thinking you where some one els
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: anyways are u typing composition
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: huh. whahhas. i think u are really drunk!
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: i dun understand what u are trying to type
Gijs says: heheh
Gijs says: yea your right
Gijs says: I better sleepmnow
Koon Finally i'm on msn! Gosh says: wahhas! all rights rest well frank the dutch boy
I'm so woofyhappy
My weekday msn cum what'sforlunch mate is back at work for 3 days though.
Catching up with her warms my rainy Tues morning.
Our first brush was in Sec 1.
"Sorry sorry I did not meant to do that" .This brought us together as friends.
Quarreled for a year and back as friends
Rides home on the bus bonded us together. Hanging outs. Heart to heart talks.
There are times when I don't have to speak and she can finished my thoughts
There are times when feelings are beyond words descriptions and she can understand what I'm trying to channel.
Our friendship isn't smooth. And I guess the best words to describe will be a rubber band.
Why a rubber band?
One moment we can be super close and another we can be far far apart. But no matter what, I realized we still bounced back together.
But even though of the bounciness, I know she can be someone I can depend on.
She might not be always by my side. But we always picked up from where we left.
I love you my dearest friend! I know you will be here for me. =))
Dragged myself out of bed today
Cause I thought it was Christmas already. Sighs
I was really having a good dream and just when I was going to open up a pressie, the stupid alarm went off.
Thus I am here. In the office =))
2 pressie was already on my office table. Ahahhas
I swear I could not concentrate on work today. I can't!!!!
It's too Christmassy... ahhhh
So far i have pressie from eeki sweets. kelvin. laura and eguene.
ho ho ho
Yesterday meeting up with my sweets!
Had eeki's pressie first cause mine and Ade's will come on the 28th =))
She is soooo sweet. I had a top which I saw from KAI and its soo nice.
We saw it on a shopping spree together and she remembered!
You rock my dear!
Other then the pretty pretty top, which I'm wearing it now, she got me a sexy laundry
Woot. Ahahs and my fav CHOCOLATES.
Thanks sweets for your thoughtfulness. And I'll make sure you would not be disappointed in your pressie
So
We had Thai Thai express and of cause bitching and gossiping. Filling in what each other had missed out in.
I just love you gers. As I said I love mushy words and actions =))
And I would like to use this special occasion with this superduper heartwarming festive to make a moving speech =)) to you 2 of cause!
Thanks for being there the most when I'm down at my lowest.
When I thought I had nothing left, no one by my side, i was bestowed with 2 beautiful angels.
The 2 beautiful angels pulled me through my lowest and darkest period
You two are always there. There for me.
Through those disgusting and yet memorable Negara days.
The constant binging of food. Meeting rooms to slack. Constant surfing of net. Flowerpot. Salmon slices (eeki). The constant laughter. Jokes that make eeki unable to stand up straight. Cookies. Smelly mouth that makes me and Ade faint. Swenson. BK FRIES LARGE. Movies. KTVs. K lunch. Ugly Negara uniform. Black stockings. Alleys talks. Clubbing session. Merlion puking. Vodka redbull. Beer. Lychee martinis (more? more? I go buy!). Dirty dancing. Sex talks! DBL Os.Guy gawking.Heart to heart talks. Tears. Laughter. Company. Flights. "Meetups meetups". "When you free". Stupid Bfs(at times.opps). Heartaches. Kisses. Huggss
This is where I think I should give thanks.
Thank you for these 2 lovely lass in my life!
We will go a long way ya *huggss*
All rights Christmas is really really coming.
I'm having this christmasy feeling. With all this heartwarming music coming out of the radio and so soothing to my ears.
I'm dreaming of a white Christmas just like the ones I used to hear
With glistening tree tops and hearing sleigh bells in the snow
Tongue sticking out licking those meltinyour mouth snowflakes
Rolling huge white balls of snow and piling into a snowman.
How heartwarming and fairy tale like.
Sighs. How perfect it seems too
Anyways
Girls night out later!
Finally all 3 are present. So sweet. And i can't wait to see my gers.
Till then.
I woke up in the middle of the night
Shivering to the howling wind and sitting on the cold unfeeling toilet bowl
Away from my warm comfy bed and the sweet smelling knocked out bf
I was in the toilet for more than half an hour per trip. In and out for more the 3 times in a night.
I woke up not a tired cold and restless lady but a bouncy energetic creature
And i wonder where did that burst of energy came from.
Now i'm half dead.
I'm planning to wave the white panties and surrender to my cramping tummy.
It's K I L L I N G me. Ditto
I hate it whenever they come knocking on my door and refuse to leave me alone.
But yet
When they refuse to visit me i'll wonder what's wrong with me.
Sighs. It's tough being a woman at times!
Ahhhhh
And guess what.
I know i'm behaving like some noob but i don't give a damn
This is the FIRST time i ever used a tampon. Repeat. FIRST
All rights go ahead and laugh your big big heads off.
But it's true and guess what! I
did it on the very 1st attempt
Whahahs. All right why do i sound as if i'm proud.
Sighs.
I'm craving big time for CHOCOLATES.
It's the monthly addictive habit kicking in.
Chocolates for me and i will love you many many
Singapore's drowning
The rain "armies" have been attacking us non stop for 2 days.
Anyways I turned down an interview for Events coordinating.
At first I was really determined. Determined to play my role and performed my job well.
Sales for this month were good. I thought
But well, just received a call that totally spoils my entire day.
Till now at least.
Humans are such grotesquely creatures
Begged like a beggar when they are desperate
Cooed along with anything that will fulfilled their selfish desire
Abandoned any cares and concern to enjoy themselves
Obeyed like a puppy. Sleep like a pig. Devious like a wolf
I am so ashamed, at times, that i'm one too.
Don't come preaching to me.
"There are black sheeps among"
"Not all are like that"
"Sometimes you don't have a choice"
Well listen. I don't give a damn.
Join me in my "Anti Human Survival" campaign. hurs
Now the whole world pissed me off.
Yesterday was Ade's pre 21st birthday celebration.
So it's still early to wish her happy 21st.
Hey sweets. 8 mths but actually it felt more like years.
First impression or rather feedbacks abt the new girl was not positive =))
Thus resulting in my hostile reaction towards you in the toilet! Ahahs
I did not mean to ignore you.
Months of working and we did not utter a single word unless necessary
"Colleagues" is the actual word.
I did not know when the ice of wall melted and thus we became friends
Friends who knew for 8 months but acted like years
Friends who stand by each other and see each other cried.
Friends who seen each other at the lowest and rejoice for each other's happiness.
Friends who seen you drunk not me! =))
Friends who always chill, gossip and talk before each clubbing session and five ten to get each other drunk.
Friends who plays the role of an angel and yet of a devil at times. Psyching each other into reporting sick for work the next day so that we can enjoy the night before
I heart you lots sweets! 8 are the mths but forever is the word!
And sweets eeki you are not forgotten too k!
I'm having cuppies as lunch today again.
10 more days and i'll be rich again.
Again again again
i know.
You will be beside me for this long long journey
Lunchtime!
I'm at my desk eating cuppy noodles with my cleo magazine and loco friend on MSN.
Stardog hope you are not offended.
hotdog , chessydog = PAN QUAN XIN
He is full of madness!
Tagging and laughing at himself on MSN. Flooding my blog with all his doggies nick.
My friend is manic
PS: MADDOG IS QUAN XIN TOO
And I say world peace.
This is one issue that's constantly hanging around. Tugging at every one's heartstrings.
Its not that the presence of world peace can't be felt.
The presence is everywhere but yet people cannot be bothered with it.
For world peace is there a need for war?
Many created war in the name of peace but it's just nonsensical. Wars not created for peace. Instead it's created for own selfish desire like glory, honor and sense of victory at the expense of millions of people.
For this selfish motives.
Millions have to become homeless, thousands loses their families overnight and over the years. Hundreds became handicapped.Be it mentally or physically.
Wars do not create any peace.
Instead it created anger, resentment, grief and sadness.
Many of which are innocent humans that do not wield the power to be able to stop the start of the war or simply the dying of many many many people.
I'm not being a pacifist here.
Just felt that all this suffering is unjust.
Day started roughly
But momentum picked up and up till now, it's not that greyish anymore
All right i will be flying to the sunny island to shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop and eat
I can't wait for that day to come.
My body will be high up in the air with a heart full of anticipation and mind so relieved, relaxed.
I'll be feasting my eyes on the fluffy clouds which zapped past me without any care.
My soul will be light and full of happiness rainbows.
Ahhh
I just can't wait.
Can it be Jan the 7th tml? pweety pls
The sweetest temptation i fall for.
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The bf's going to bring me out for dinner
What a sweet sweet surprise to brighten out my notsosugary day.
I love you!!!
Mos - ing was fun. If only eeki you will be there too!
saw lots and met lots.
Photowhoring as usual.
So prweety.
Anyways ade. where's that scratch!
And chye! here you go.
My Cleopatra hair =))
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All rights. Quoted an entry from steph's blog. hey ger i share the exact same thoughts.
Go fly your own kite tardsssss
[q]
the walls talk & i abhor.
karma says the hardest thing to do is to love your enemy. & it applies to other preachings as well.
funny how big a matter it can be caused by verbal insinuations and assumptions.
well then again it depends on how ridiculously stupid it seems or how hurting it can get.
& its a gratifying thought as to how these people congregate together & speak ill of such like the person's much of worthiness to harp on & they judge you faster than u can say "chanel"
Remember how we have those little biography books in pri6 and we'd pass it around and fill them up with colour pens and write personalized cliche poems, oh, not forgetting the "loves" and "hates"
yeah, u're in it.
i love hating you and i hate loving you.
so childish right. yeah eatmyshorts at least i wear my guts on my sleeve and my conscience is clean like freshsheets.
[uq]
I realize some are just not meant to be
It was ironical when the one who stabbed cried wolf too
As usual, by human nature all will think they they are right and thus the purest of all.
If that's the case, then why do other don't feel it this way?
Even those who are out of the circle can feel the pretence.drop it then.
I'm happy with what i have/am. words to hurt are always there. so let's just hope paths don't cross again.
What irritates me the most is the pot's calling the kettle black.
People do change. If i'm downright dirty in your opinion (which is in the past as you have don't have much participation in my life now) so be it.
Don't use your socalled understanding of the past to judge what a person will be now.
Cause after all no one have the right to judge others as they ain't saint
But then again it never did matter cause you ain't in my life once at all.
Click here to have a go
Taurus & Libra
When Taurus and Libra come together in a love affair, it can be the unification of two halves of a whole. These two Signs are thought of as being karmically linked. They're both looking for security in a relationship and they share a love of art, poetry and culture. This relationship may start slowly as, on the surface, they might have few common interests. However, once they understand one another they may learn they have much more in common than was first apparent.
Taurus and Libra both have a love for the arts. They appreciate fine dining and theater, collecting art and music. Pleasure -- physical, aesthetic -- is a premium for these two Signs. They both love to woo and be wooed; courtship is a necessary part of any romantic relationship for them, and since they both have this need, they fit well together. Taurus appreciates Libra's charm; if stubborn Taurus doesn't get their way, diplomatic Libra is able to smooth things over and keep the peace. Libra appreciates the luxuries that sensual Taurus provides them. They also have much to teach one another: Libra can help Taurus see the different sides of a situation, and Taurus can help Libra overcome their notorious indecision.
Both Taurus and Libra are ruled by the Planet Venus (Love and Money). These partners share a love of beauty, luxury, love and romance. Libra in particular is keen on balance; both partners have charming personalities and desire harmony in their personal relationships. Venus's influence can create problems as well, however; these two Signs can both tend toward laziness and snobbery, Taurus based on possessions and Libra based on intellect.
Taurus is an Earth Sign and Libra is an Air Sign. Taurus gets through life relying on their innate practicality, while Libra relies on intellectual exploration. Taurus asks, ""How will this help me achieve my goals in life?"" Libra, on the other hand, focuses on intellectual stimuli, whether it's practical or not. Conflicts can arise in this relationship if Taurus seems too possessive or Libra seems too flirtatious and social. Sometimes they just don't quite understand where the other is coming from. If they want theirs to be a long-lasting relationship, they must learn to accept that their views of the world are different in tone and focus.
Taurus is a Fixed Sign and Libra is a Cardinal Sign. In general in this relationship, Libra initiates it and Taurus keeps it going. A Fixed Sign won't budge, and Libra needs to understand the Bull's stubborn tendency. With some gentle persuasion, anything is possible -- and there is no Sign more gifted at gentle, subtle persuasion and charm than Libra. On the other hand, Libra's indecision may irritate direct, to-the-point Taurus. As long as Taurus tones down the tendency to declare that their way is the only acceptable way to do or see something, Libra can accept Taurus's decisions.
What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Libra relationship? Their shared love of pleasure, beauty and culture. Aesthetics are integral to both partners, and their similar tastes and loves make theirs a relationship of great romance and harmony.
I managed to close a 6k deal today and i am proud
Deja vu is an artfully shot and impressive show.
Chocolate fondue is lips smacking
I realize i'm blogging rubbish. Till then.
Death Cab For Cutie
I Will Follow You into The Dark
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
I cannot believe my pretty pair of eyes =))
I logged into my old blogger account and took a walk down memory lane back to my abandoned blog.
I realize i was soooooooooooooooooooo childish. Especially the way i expressed myself.
I even managed to find a few posts which had me and ning laughing like some tards.
I guess all can use this to brighten your gloomy days if there is!
[ Took some pics here and there. Well by seeing the way I blogged, I guess u all know I'm kind of lazy to continue ya. Shall blog soon.
Oh ya btw, we call ourselves "M"
"M" stands for mian!
Which includes mee hoon kuay (pn), mee pok (me), mee siam (xx) and last but not least mee kia (em)
Hurs its lame isn't it? But we are loving it! Wahahahha ]
[ Any kind soul out there? Please call 1900-112-save-koon.
Each call is charged at $10.. pls flood this line and call as many times as u can!! thankss!!! ]
[ My twinkle Pei ning: HEy ger.. thank you so much too. You are such a dear for helping me getting all the satay stingray and stuff. Got to run here and there.. xing ku ni le! Now u got a new job and i felt so happy for u! U are my dearest fren ya! *loves* ]
[ My twinkle xue xia : Hey ger thank you so much for helping me with my chalet. Without your help i doubt it will be a success! U rocks! AND I LOVE THE ADIDAS Shoes U ALL GOT FOR ME!!!*huggss* ]
Why the fcuk did i call them my T W I N K L E S ???? This is MADNESS
whahas anyways. What sweet memories!
[quoted]
From Woodlands to Johor by train in three minutes?
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
Lee Ching Wern
chingwern@ mediacorp.com.sg
FORGET about the hour-long Causeway jams. In three years, Singaporeans may be able to take a train and zip across from Woodlands to Johor in less than three minutes.
.
SMRT and a Johor construction company are in talks to erect 3-4 km-long monorail track linking Singapore's MRT stations at Woodlands or Kranji to Johor Baru's new RM3 billion monorail system.......................
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This is definitely cool.
I mean i'm all thumbs up for this project. But no matter what, any projects will have its good and bad, ups and downs.
Well the best part is definitely obvious, an hour plus trip can be amazingly cut short till 3 mins.
This also means that jams can be cut down to more than a quarter or half. (hopefully)
And it also means that it takes a shorter time for us to visit Bryan and meet ups can be so often as it i'm going town to shop. =))
But i do have my concerns.
Since traveling is so advanced and fast, are we really able to control who's coming in and going out? Out of how many are those really will good intentions and who is with bad?
How tight can the security be?
And let's say, if there comes a time when we fall out with Malaysia or had a small "quarrel", will they stop the whole services?
Will the whole notsellingyouanymorewtaer incident happen again?
All in all, all these shall remain unforeseen isn't it? Nothing is even firm and its all still in a running. Negotiations and meetings still coming along.
Let's just wait and see.
Will this partnership be successful or will it be another unwanted history repeated...
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Something interesting. whahas well to me!
What RSVP Means
The term R.S.V.P. comes from the French expression "repondez s'il vous plait", meaning "please respond". If R.S.V.P. is written on an invitation it means the invited guest must tell the host whether or not they plan to attend the party. It does not mean to respond only if you're coming, and it does not mean respond only if you're not coming (the expression "regrets only" is reserved for that instance). It means the host needs a definite head count for the planned event, and needs it by the date specified on the invitation.
Sleep last night was real bad.
Tossing and turning around in bed
I wonder what's causing my insomnia.
I lost track of time and when i woke up, its already cursed 7.30am
Mrt was JAM PACKED.
And i really mean JAM packed.
Due to an incident in yishun. What heard was someone apparently did the indelible action of railway suicide again.
I know i'm in no position to comment on how should this person handle his/her life.
But it brings us back to the same old point.
Is things that bad till the extend death is the only way out?
Hundreds of thought race through my mind as i was squeeze like a sardine with some inconsiderate bugger letting off some poison gas in the barely manageable mrt s p a c e
What lead to such desperate measures?
What stroke off the final sanity in him?
What forces him off the safety platform?
What was the last though on his mind?
His freedom to be rid of this devastating world? His love and worries for his family?
His death only adds on to the list of foolish personnel using the railway jump to end their own life and manage a small squeezed space out of the news.
How worth it is?
Normal service resumes between Sembawang and Yio Chu Kang MRT stations
Posted: 05 December 2006 1139 hrs
Normal service has resumed for southbound trains travelling from Sembawang to Yio Chu Kang MRT stations.
The service was disrupted earlier on Tuesday morning after a man was hit by a train at Yishun station.
He was later pronounced dead. - CNA/ch
I'm so proud of my new me.
I ain't been clubbing much and drinking much
I haven been clubbing for 3 weeks. =))
Sat was transformation day
Gone will my perm and dry hair.
Welcome my Cleopatra hair
Heh.
That'd what many told me.
Was not what i wanted initially cause i did not even know what i wanted my hair to be.
Thus, i handled my precious hair to the stylist.
Anyways hair will grow ya.
All rights shall post my Cleopatra hair soon ya.
But all please applause to penny tan
She chopped off her goldilocks hair and transform to Xiao fang fang (according to her)
Koon are the angels working hard enough says:
eh
Koon are the angels working hard enough says:
u say u look like fong fei fei ah
p e i n i n g. says:
xiao fang fang la
p e i n i n g. says:
nt fong fei fei la
Koon are the angels working hard enough says:
whahahhahahha
p e i n i n g. says:
u noe who is that bo ?
Koon are the angels working hard enough says:
i noe lah
Koon are the angels working hard enough says:
like some auntie
Koon are the angels working hard enough says:
wahaha
p e i n i n g. says:
haha... ya lor
Koon are the angels working hard enough says:
whahahhas
p e i n i n g. says:
i think i really look like her sia
Koon are the angels working hard enough says:
whahahahas
Koon are the angels working hard enough says:
tard!
p e i n i n g. says:
do u agree ?
p e i n i n g. says:
i am serious
I cannot stand her! Whahahhas and she do not look like Xiao fang fang
I swear upon my soul =))
Sun was Ikea outing.
Its freaking humongous.
I was lost in there for a few times.
The Ikea cafe is like 2 times the one in Queensway and the queue for their famous hotdogs is like 3 times the one in Queensway.
I guess i don't have to go on blahing.
Pictures will do the talking but i'm lazy.
Ahahhas
The time will come. will come
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up it's gates for me and you
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DROOL
Totally drool factor
Today marks Friday, the start of a new month
I woke up well rested to a sweet smelling mouth drooling handsome hunk beside me =))
Sun was shining and weather was cooling
Therefore, my day started off really well.
I've been working hard for the 1st half of the morning and its time for a little break.
Anyways.
Let's all embrace December the favorite month for students, headache month for parents.Relieve month for teachers and a normal month for working adults. Heh
I really am feeling all happy and gay.
I want my holiday to come soon =))
Planning and planning. Please come soon!!!!
Anyways
To bestest eeki
Clubbing is once again ur 2nd life! =))
Happy clubbing and enjoying life ya.
Sorry that i ain't that much into your life anymore cause we both have different attitude towards life and financial status. Ahahhas
But i promised and i'll be always here for you.
Though our lifestyle does not permit us meeting up much, u do still live in my heart and i'm in yours.
*Huggs*
To ade sweets.
Ma-jong is once again your 2nd life.
Same as what i said to eeki i'm sorry i ain't that much into your life anymore.
Be it this or that i'm always here if you guys ever need me.
Live your life and fly your way.
I'm loving you guys and nothing changes!
*huggss*
The scent of magic
The beauty that's been
When love was wilder than the wind.
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I'm feeling more christmasy (what a word!) than usual.
Must be the constant sitting in the office listening to christmas songs being playiing on the radio!
I just heard The Christmas Song by Michael Buble. So niceee
I can't wait for christmas to come!!
Boxing day shall be gift exchange days with the sweets.
Woot
I'm going to be fcuk broke for 2months.
Chirstmas pressies for the loved ones in Dec
Batam gateway resort in January
Hongkong trip in January
Shucks where to earn that money sial....
Sighs
Archi here i come
How come when it seems that i have everything, i feel that i have nothing.
I have a socall quite perfect life now.
wonderfulfamily. sweetbf. nicecolleagues. goodworkingenvironment. A job(atleast).wonderfulfriends
It paints a simple and nice picture isn't it?
She'shavingsuchawonderfullifeandyetshe'sunhappy.
Yes i admit.
This is what i wanted when i was living the notsoheavenlife.
Did i get greedy along the way?
Did my wants exceed my needs?
Did my desire get the better of me?
Or this is actually not what i wanted after all?
I don't want to sound emotional. Don't want to sound whiny.
Just don't understand how the feeling of lost hit me.
Gets the better of me.
I think i'm the one making my own life miserable. Making myself unhappy.
Humans are greedy ain't so?
Or maybe simplicity ain't what i want my life to be.
I don't need a g l a m o r o u s life.
I want more out of my job. Out of my life.
I need to meaningful journey.
Something which when i look back and i won't not have too much regrets.
Cause regrets are the hardest thing to live with. Well to me.
Are the angels working hard enough or am i not the good ones that deserved them?
It seems like my life's a little uneventful recently.
Slog like a cow. slp like a pig and earn peanuts.
Sighs
I guess moonlight-ing is inevitable.
TAURUS WOMAN
A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person.
Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle
with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and
mainly she will have a strong jaw line.
She is a constantly change person. If she's upset, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.
She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.
Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks
of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home,
she likes to work and preferred not work at home.
She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but
Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.
She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom.
She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could
see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress ike a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.
She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is
dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're better off breaking up".
She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every things should be done for "Happiness".
She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like
an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.
She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.
If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.
I need a getaway desperately. I need lots of new excitement.
Clubbing used to bring me excitement.
I need lots of unexpected fortunate events.
I need lots of unpredictable instead of predictable.
I don't need routines in my lifee....
Sigh.
Yes i'm feeling down. down to the bottom.
I'm only looking forward to 6 o'clock so that i can go home and bathe.
Dinner with ning and tarot cards reading.Chill and camera whoring
Gee
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained
Recapping
Fri was Saw 3 with the usual gang.
Don't ask me how but i managed to get into R21 movies more than once. =))
Saw 3 was gross and it feels like Faces of Death. Well maybe worse.
But the plot was really intriguing.
Forgiveness.Vengeance.Revenge.
Sat WAS SUPPOSED to be meaningfully spent with ning!
But well she flew again.
She really makes an excellent pilot!
Anyways. I still went to the Victoria Secret warehouse sale
And yeah, i got there a little too late
Cups were all snatched up. My size is way tooo common in Singapore.
Tsk
Leaving me with 32DD, 34DD, 36C and 40DD
40DD sound really humongous. It can fit my whole face i guess.
In the end, i ended up with 2 sets of lingerie and 1 tee.
Dirt cheap. $29.90 each when usually its $129 each.
Shopping its so tiring when you have to walk here and there.
Through and fro,
I'm so un-girly. I like to shop but i hate to walk.
That's why i'm addicted to online! Whahhas.
Chill at SP.
Dai ti. Black Jack and finally Donkey.
An old sch game made us chill all the way from 4plus in the afternoon till 2am in the morning.
This is m a d n e s s
After all the donkey - ing and flicking of ears. Resulted in hungry tummies and red angry looking ears
Back for a quick bathe and down to Dam
As usual lots of cars and some wild bikers stared willy-ing . (Not sure if this is the correct phrase)
Kayu and Maggie goreng rocks. BIG TIME
Sun was drama series and tears.
1 litre of Tears really gets my tears flowing.
I m so amazed and touched.
Sighs.
Talks with the Bf warms my heart.
Lying on the floor with pillow under our heads. Staring at the ceiling.Making small talks.
Sounds so un-romantic isn't it?
But it means everything. to me.=))
Here goes my weekend and back to weekdays.
Wed is going to be Bollywood style party with Jasslyn and Michelle.
Its over and finally done with.
I did not get selected after all.
Its a sign or something isn't it? After 3 tries and the same ending.
Back to real life
Hello targets and sales.
Hello HRs and cold calls.
I'm back to square one.
I'm really thankful to all my friends.
Thank you guys so much for being in my life.
All the good luck msgs. It goes to show how much you guys care
ning.ade.eeki.boy.fong.quan.peiru.joanne.jasmine.leong.sis.mum.and lotsa more
I did not make it. Yes i admit i was sad
But well
its all over. i know how to pull myself up and from where i should.
Love you guys so much
It does not matter as much as it use to be.
It does bother me that much too.
Maybe i'm learning your way of doing things
Or
Maybe i just don't place it that high anymore.
I don't want to be seen as the one making the 1st move anymore
I don't want others to have the idea that i'm madly into you more than you are into me.
Yes i admit i love you all the same
But at times i just feel like i'm being taken for granted
At times i just feel like i'm not impt
Just like yesterday
I appreciate all my friends. All their thoughtfulness. all ther wishyouluck
What i want most is not there
"sorry i got too carried away in the conversation"
Duh
go marry your evo and your cousin.
say gdbye to me?
I don't know if i want this as much as last time
Or maybe i'm just letting it all out.
maybe maybe
This is not meant to be afer all.
I'm not being childish
I'm not being whiney
Its time to wake up to R E A L life.
I met too many nice people and i'm in my comfort zone i guess.
Reality is h a r s h
Truth is u g l y
This is madness. How can one be so blind to such a good offer.
What's a fixed monthly 2k about when it does not even offer you AWS and variable bonus.
And it so bloodly far from your own place.
How can my candidate be so plain s t u p i d.
Sighs.
She's such a short term person.
Ahhh shitty.
My target can't be crossed! I only have $3k odd this month
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
shitty shits
_________________________5.46pm____________________________________
I'll rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else
I'll rather be beside you in a storm than safe and warm by myself
I'll rather have hard times together than to have it easy apart
I'll rather have the one who holds my heart
New week again!
Let me backtrack a little.
Friday was meetup with my fav friends.
they just make me miss the days. finally it was full attendance
Jasmine.check
Pei ru. check
Qi hui.check
me.check
catchingup.photowhoring.gossiping(shockingnews!).foodbinging.beerdrowning.
I totally adore my girls.
its going to be a once a onceamonth event.
Sat was slackandchill.
Till i got nagged and drag my lazy body to town.
Steamboat was fun. not at marina south! it was at bugis.
Meetups again.
Chye.Kel.bran.eeki.me.
food was good. company's cosy.
Hanging out with the TP gang equals to laughing non stop.
Chye. Don't be an ass. My head is not big. i'm not affected. bleah
Mos-ing as usual and i saw edison.
Not edison- edsion chen. as in edison my friend. whahas
Sun was movie by myself while the bf sleep like a pig
Step up was sooo good.
The mains were so sweet. How pweety and how handsommme.
Drooling totally.
Beat was really catchy and well though plot was totally predictable, i still declared i'm a sucker for step up.
I'm watching it again tonight.tomorrow.the day after....................
Went for the motor show and there's this freaking cute car.
*Saw sweet iris!
hey ger you said meet up next week ya!
Fish&Co was fingerlickinggood.
Wordgame with the bf rocks.
Sigh new week again.
Targets and sale here i come......
i go crazy when you stare into my eyes.
mylove
_________________________4.09pm_______________________________
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day i'm loving you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
One down. 1 more to go
Today is showhand. ning you know what i mean
i'm a bundles of nerves now.
Random blogging.
i could not collect my thoughts now
saw from steph's blog. Decided to try it out too...
| Your Italian Name Is... |
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| You Are a Lime Margarita |
 Realistic and grounded, you have the energy to tackle any obstacle that stands in your way. Hyper and driven, you despise lazy behavior of all kinds... especially lazy drunks too tired to dance! |
| Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover |
 You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. |
| Your Greed Quotient: 32% |
 You're a little greedy, but generally you don't let your desire get the better of you. You know that good things will come to you - as long as you wait your turn! |
| You're a Freaky Kisser |
 When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go |
| You Belong in 1966 |
If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! |
I took MC yesterday and i'm applying leave tml.
i think sooner or later, they are going to talk to me.
Sigh
i'm feeling very stressed up.
i'm being sandwich in the middle.
Between my want and my need.
arggghhh
let's hope everything will go through smoothly
and i will then know where i stand.
Thanks ning for your encouagement and the tispy sat.
Thanks ade and eeki for your good luck msgs
Thanks fong for your accompany.being the only soul awake at that time.
Thanks baby for being there. to support me.
Thank you for your patience.
I love you egghead.
like the lazy ocean hugs the shore.
hold me close sway me slow
I hate cramps.
Big time.
Cramps with rainy days just makes me depressed.
Sat
Crepes finally. but it comes with a sacrifice.
I have to take shelter at a busstop which obviously does not shed me off from the rain much.
Half drenched even though i had a shelter over me. hmmm
all cause ning was super late.
but well on the account that she saved me with her obit umbrella and me from falling and slipping at orchard, i shall forgive her!
Crepes was absoultely delicious.
Apple cider makes me and ning a little weeny high on a sat afternoon.
shoppings' tiring.chilling replenish
mummy's watch
we inspire to be
lightuporchard
sinful supper
