I'M FREAK BORED TO DEATH


its been a long time since i last had a girly phone talk that last more than half an hour.
well, its like ages. Nowadays, its always "hello where you?" "meet where" blah blah
sms-ing have long replaced phone hogging and talks.
I think the last long phone call that i had was like with the bf? well, not mentioning calls from customer or business talks.
vividly in my mind, i can still remember the longest phone call i had. was like 8 hours? 9?
ahahas primary schooling period that was.



ahhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm so bored!
so eeki, mc or not??

4 more days to chen's home return!

8 more days to 2nd anni and siloso resort

12 more days to gamble and mj!

i look around me
But all I seem to see
Its people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It’s like we’re going through the emotions
Of the scripted destiny
Tell me where’s our inspiration
If life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to me

Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its coming out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

Procrastination running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating you’ll wind up left for dead (left for dead)
Life it’s what happens
While you’re busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won’t happen to me

Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its coming out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m goooone
When I’m gooone

Let’s go…!
Won’t look back
When I say goodbye
We’re gonna leave this world behind me
Gonna take what’s mine tonight
‘cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
You’re gonna wake up feeling sorry
‘cause life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to you

Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its coming out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

Welcoming 2008.
Really looking forward to this new year.
2007 was not really bad but yet it seems that i've been through alot.
I've learnt the ugly side of humans. How some who seem close or trustable can be downright unworthy.
I've learnt the lesson of being independent and that some decisions made have to be that way. You can't change it. you can't help it and you can't regret it.
I've learnt the strength from within. It can overcome the toughest obstacle thrown your way.
I've learnt how some will always be there for you. Regardless of the distance and duration of friendship. How fulfilling it can be.
I've learnt the meaning of unconditional love. Loving when its right or wrong. Love is nonjudgmental. Loving with no limits and embracing all of it.
an oh ya.
I've learnt i need to work so much harder to fulfill much much more financial expectations. ahas.

All in all, i want to thank all.
Those who came and go taught me the reality of life. Serving as a wake up call to me. Making me realise that are much more things in life that's worth my time and passion.
Those who came and stay taught me the real meaning of life. Thank you all for your understanding and compassion.Embracing my faults and making it right. Being there when i need you all the most. Enriching my life with your experiences. Making every everything worthwhile.

May 2008 be a wonderful and fantastic year to all!
For a start now,i need to work harder to meet my own new year resolutions! ahaha










you are the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing stars
the only song in the car that i keep singing
the kind of flawless i wish i could be