okay!! peektures.







my fav lily!

A woman has strengths that amaze men
She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens.
She hold happiness love and opinions
She smiles when she feels like screaming
She sings when she feels like crying
She cries when she's happy and laughs when she's afraid.
There's only one thing wrong with her, sometimes she forgets what she is worth..

A little something I received from Deborah and i find it really meaningful.


Yesterday, I went over to Shah's father's funeral.
It was sad and heart wrenching
When i reached, i found him sitting at a corner with a lost and pained look. That look on his face is still on etched in my mind.
His dad passed away due to sudden heart attach. He was healthy and robust.
Healthy lifestyle, constant exercising. It was a sudden thing.
Seeing what shah's going through now is like a rewind of my life.
My dad and all.
He teared and i teared. I can't help. Tears just flow.
The whole process was hard.
He told me
“Father is a like a pillar of support. Its only when we lost them then we realise so. Now i felt so lost. Who can i approach now. Who can i ask for advice now."

Every sentence he said was what i literally went through too.
But i know even through the process is going to be real real tough, the pain will go and peacefulness within will come.
All will leave.
Its just that they took a step forward, faster and earlier then us.

Tonnes of overdue pictures
So i guess make do with one first

So lazy so lazy.

Slightly troubled.
Should i make the move out of the comfort zone, plunge myself into something else.
I wanted more.
More experience, more stable finance.
Seriously it got me thinking. Its just that i'm not sure which direction should i move towards.
Towards the left?
Towars the right?
Forward or stay put?
I need an answer, a direction......................

Today's the day!
we are going going going.

approved!
i can't wait.

and
i don't know why after so long, the feeling of falling is still there.
i don't know why my heart still race whenever you are here
i don't know why only deeper appear in my dictionary and not lesser.

all i know is
i'm still as madly in love as i used to be
i'm still behaving like a noob falling in love for the first time
i'm loving you with no ending.


next year same time, i'll be entering the same old thing..
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