i'm having a love/hate relationship with my job.
I love what i'm doing but it gets kind of lonely at times.
Times when i have to actually compromise on my timings and meet ups.
Times when i have to be the sensible responsible working adult. To get enough rest or i would not have enough energy to do sales the next morning.
Times when i have to hear how my loved ones spent their wonderful Sundays or public holidays without me. (and a very big part of me feel like joining so so much)
Times when i have to get my ass to work when others are enjoying their sleep.
Times when i have to forfeit presence to go certain events or outings cause " i have to work tml"
Times when getting off for holidays is so so hard.
Times when i'm going for my off on bloody weekdays and all my friends have to work. Gratefully, most of the times my sweets can match my timings.
Times when i have to give out on going out due to me ending work late.
Times when work get so down and stress that i lost all energy to have fun and even dreamt of me doing a deal at night.
and yeah,
with bloody money issues at home (like what eeki said)
i have no choice after all if i want to earn this much.
