i know i've misjudged you.
and
i'm disappointed in you. very.

pls go as far away as you can.
thank you

Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too

anyways. pictures overdue.
Dempsy hill and my all time fav. Ben's and jerry. sweee







zouking high


and a long forgotten picture


and hada's wedding














and I'm convinced. cause you are not what i thought after all.

To convince myself you are not that good afterall, i need to see it with my own eyes

yes yes. What you see is what you get

and know what?

ITS NOT A TOY

its a tea cup poodle.

fugging cute!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm bugging the bf to buy one. but sadly...he rejected.

"you can't even take care of yourself, you want to take care of dog"

and

i'm now seriously hopelessly in love with it.......

and yeah!

FONG!

take care of yourself in taiwan.

drop by for a chat on msn when you are free k!

i'm one happy soul today!
Cause the bf manage to take a day off
and its so damn long since i have him by my side during my off.
The last time was like my birthday? may?
ahahhahs so i'm one freak happy tard now.

Zouking was hilarious.
Catching up with hada was cool. thousand years since we last chilled together.
Wine bar followed by phuture. The guys behaved like tards.
High like on dope and i couldn't stop giggling.
The worst thing was we witness something like a live RA.
The smooching non stop still the verge on sitting on the chair with the damn leg wide open.
i swear that couple almost tear each other's clothes on the spot. its like half of the phuture were like staring at them and best still, they don't give a damn.
ahahas. sweee

all right. i got to run.
day out with my boy!!
woo

For every minute you get upset with somebody
you are actually losing 60secs of happiness that you can never get back

I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes

I'm feeling real shitty at the moment
i having some irritating gastric problems.
i feel as it something's real wrong in it and what frustrate me is that i cannot figure it out!!!!!!!
I don't what is the problem and why am i feeling like fc*k.
argh!
bad day.


can i just faint and everything becomes okay when i'm awake???????????????????????????

Because love's a private party and nobody got on the guest list

Song of my moment

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed

Tired. tired. tired
I'm always tired recently.
Feel like a bag of lazy bones.
rah.
random

Finally!

Being together takes alot
Alot of effort.. alot of everything.
Both will have to learn to compromise.
To able to give each other breathing space
To be able to be in sync with each other and not to change one another
To be able to compliment each other and not overpower or overshadow each other
To be able to stand by each other, helping each other and not taking the lead to be ahead of each other
Love is a like maintaining a balancing scale
Too little of it its seen as insignificant or taking for granted.
Too much of it its seen as over possessiveness, over into it.
So how do 2 actually strike a balance?
And how do ppl define the balancing point?

What is deem as enough and what is deem as over?
Go figure it =))

Polaroid










I'm still waiting for MR CHYE!
Where's the group photo!!!

Mos-ing was superb
free show to watch too.
Polaroid was amazing! pictures up soon

After a fun night out and while all my wonderful friends plus bf are still sleeping in the warm seductive bed, i'm here.
In my cold and uninviting office, trying my damn hardest effort to stay awake.
Typing away.
I wish i can sleep on a bed now with the bf hugging me
I wish i can take MC TODAY but i can't
I wish i wish i DON'T HAVE TO work on sundays anymore =((

i feel as if my work's suffocating me

I actually dreamt that i was doing sales in my sleep. yesh. in my supposedly peaceful rest time.

sales. cars. sales. cars. sales. cars.

I have lots to vent out. lots to say
but i really really can't find the exact way or words to express myself.
I guess its serious this time
i'm mind fc*ked
All right i got to find some dictionaries, burn it and drink it down like some talisman now.