After a flop chill out at boat quay's canto rock (all thanks to bernat).
Its dragonfly with the colleagues.
and its 10times happier than at canto rock

Either its the weather or its just me.
I'm like a bag of bones recently. Losing my energy to push myself.
As a results, yeah. You can guess. My sales sucks. Doing only 2cars this month.
It's horrendous.
A chance to redeem myself this coming week.
Roadshow at raffles city. I need to wake my idea!
all right, push myself an extra miles for the month end !!

When life's not a bed of roses.
When all things start to go wrong in life.
Is it for the better or for the worst?
When the once scarce love turns out wrong
When all sacrifices turn to none
You start to question yourself how and why do all things turn out the wrong way?
Why is marriage deem so different from the past?
Why did all vows went broken and the "i dos" became insignificant?
When did love became possessive and manipulative?
When did the person you once loved most seem so distance and unpredictable?
When did he/she became the most familiar stranger in your life ?
When did he/she became the person who hurts you the most in the most destructive ways?

I always thought that being together can overcome anything. anything that stands in the way of happiness.
I think i'm being utterly naive here.
cause
i've seen my fair share these few days.
My heart goes out for them and yet fear for the future
Does the word marriage even hold a weight in this modernize world?
How many more breaking out, deserting the other half will i have to see more?
How many heartaches and unbelievable truth will unfold in front of me?
and i realised as it dawn upon me.


Welcome to the real world








As i'm typing away here, the person i love most is sleeping beside me
i believe in us
i believe in our future
i believe we can create our own story.
i believe in you. do you?

i seriously can't stand sluts.
and speaking of which, there's one in my office now.
A self declare free lance shit. (yes you!)
She seriously pisses me off. plus polluting my wonderful clean air.
I smell rotten p*ssy and dirty blood and it's making me nauseates.
Can't stand being confine in the same place as her.
i'm getting out of my office, off to giant to get some air purifier.
Would need it to freshen up the air in here.
ciao




bestest!!!
i HATE SLUTS
damn irritating

Its little jaycee's 2nd birthday yesterday.
So we went over to henry's hse and that's when i became jaycee's fan!
He is so freaking cute and oh so HANDSOME !!

i'm still going gaga over him
ahahha

All right.
3 more parking to learn and I'm into the circuit. =))

Hotel's confirmed!
And i really really can't wait. End nov seems a little too far away.
6 of us seems fun. We can go to much more places this time round.
Quick bestest! go source around for more places and plus our teeth whitening also!
Package shopping yesterday. and its so freaking tiring.
Why is it always the girls who are in charge of all this? ha.

Anyways
Like what bestest said on her blog, Our aim yesterday is to win the bfs money in mj.
And....we achieved it! ahahahhahas
Dragged our tired body back to sembawang plus morning driving, i'm feeling so drained and tired.


Tonight will be spend at henry's place again.
his cutie son's birthday plus celebrity meeting
ahahha, his sis is actually ming ju jie mei hua.
So i'm going to be star struck and tell his sis, money no enough 2 is soo nice. ahahah


okay, i don't know what i'm sprouting already.
time to work........................

i really can't wait for nov to come

I'm going on leave and its approved!
its a whopping 6days straight.
no work. no phone calls. no customers. no enquires.
i can't wait. really
29th Nov. here i come!!!









and i realised over and over again.
the best damn thing is to be in your arms, to be by your side

and i took a bike today after ages since i last took one.













i
i'm sorry for that senseless and stupid fight we had.
i love you boy

can i go on a holiday now?
japan.hongkong.bangkok.taiwan
anywhere to get out of this little red dot.

and i love you more than anything else.