last min mj session and bestest and i won our bfs AGAIN.
The word "again" actually gave us immerse satisfaction and happiness.
Especially when the bfs realised its déjà vu
Hahahaha and well, they say they will be back for revenge.
So bestest we are game for it right :)

For the first time in many weeks, i managed to sleep way earlier than i used to.
Although i rested early, i don't feel a slight tinge of being refresh.
Instead, i woke up feeling frustrated and lost.
Maybe its the time of the month again, maybe its not.
I'm being frustrated at myself. not at anyone. not at anything
I feel that i'm in a position where i can't change anything.
nothing.
and i feel so lost.
like no one can understand. no one can apprehend.
in another words, i feel like shit.
but what could i do another then putting on a fake smile and face the rest of the world all over again like it's any other day.


i don't know what is worth fighting for anymore
i don't know what is worth waiting for anymore
i don't know what is worth believing in anymore

i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know

i found an old sch pic. ahahas.
when we still have long flowing tresses.