Tuesday, August 25

Have you ever thought of what makes you sad in life and after feeling it all, look at things from another perspective?

As you progress older in life, you tend to realize this 3 letter words means different things at different point in life.
Being sad means your loved ones chose not to believe in you, feel scare of you to confide their darkest secret.
Being sad means your loved ones chose to wear a mask of happiness to protect that secret. That ugly truth which is suffocating them.Making them unable to breathe. Making them feeling like an overstretch rubber band. To the point of breaking down.
Being sad means you don't even know what's happening to them. How overload they are. How they wish the truth could be out and how they wish they could hug you, cry and bleed that ugly truth out....
Being sad means to find that ugly little thing called truth from other sources and not your love ones. To absorb all in like a sponge. Sponging yourself all the way till you could not hold on anymore and all start to spill out. Overflow.Flooded with it all.

after all that roller coaster, calm down and give it a thought.
Giving that thought from another perspective.

Knowing that your loved ones had do all they could to protect you from all the darkness and earth sucking sadness.
Knowing that they would rather suffer alone then to drag you into the black hole with them
Knowing that they would give all they could to show they love you even when they struugle to do so.
Knowing that they would love you in the way they know how to even when its the tough way.


so if a piece of paper is shown with a sun hiding behind a mountain.
Is it seen as sunrise or as a sunset?



and



That depends on what's your perspective is........

Sunday, August 2

Human relationships can be a tricky business at times.
and
it do tires me out.

one more time....