somehow or rather..
i feel that something is missing in my life.
do you ever have this kind of feeling?







Would you dance into steps with me.

My weekends are almost over.
How great if i have some special magic that make time stand still or prevent it from moving forward.
I'll be back to days of sales and meeting targets.
Well.....

I had one great weekend.
All boxes on my self grooming checklist are checked.
Sex and the city 2 was great! My love.
I did have my short getaway. Off to bran's Malaysia hse again.
Not exactly relaxing but i did cleared my mind a little.
Unclogged it and have some fun.
and oh ya. i lost my voice =(










as i stare out into the beautiful black sky.
Sparkles of diamonds hang up in the sky.
Counting it one by one.
I wonder who's staring at the same sky as i do.

The long awaited long weekend is finally here.
and the best part: My hubby left me here all alone in Singapore.
I'm trying my best to fill my days and keep myself busy.
Starting right with my favourite activity.
Thinking.
hahhaha.

Well I'm a thinker. I suppose and i realise something.
I realised that I'm not as depended on him as i thought i am.
Its great to find a shoulder to lean on after many years of being the pillar of support.
However, along the way i lose a little of myself each day.
A little of my independence
A little of my self reliance.

and yes, I'm working hard on finding myself back a little more each day.

I have many things on my mind and i wish i could pour it all out.
But i find it hard at times. Trying to piece all together and roll it out in one smooth paragraph.
My mind's all jumbled up.
My thoughts are everywhere.
Would my hyperactive brain be kind enough to let me rest for just a while?
I need a holiday desperately.
Away from all. Away from all.










Where would it end up ?
Where would it start?

I dread goodbyes.
I really do.

And that happens to be part and parcel of life.
I hate watching loved ones leaving.
I abhor the process of healing.
I hate it when ppl say time will heal all wounds.
Because the wound will nv be heal. It will only reopen when its being touched on .

22nd May 2010
May you rest in peace.

fleeting moment.
fleeting beauty.

no beginning so we don't need an ending.
short lived like fireworks but etched in memories.
deep in