The long awaited long weekend is finally here.
and the best part: My hubby left me here all alone in Singapore.
I'm trying my best to fill my days and keep myself busy.
Starting right with my favourite activity.
Thinking.
hahhaha.

Well I'm a thinker. I suppose and i realise something.
I realised that I'm not as depended on him as i thought i am.
Its great to find a shoulder to lean on after many years of being the pillar of support.
However, along the way i lose a little of myself each day.
A little of my independence
A little of my self reliance.

and yes, I'm working hard on finding myself back a little more each day.

I have many things on my mind and i wish i could pour it all out.
But i find it hard at times. Trying to piece all together and roll it out in one smooth paragraph.
My mind's all jumbled up.
My thoughts are everywhere.
Would my hyperactive brain be kind enough to let me rest for just a while?
I need a holiday desperately.
Away from all. Away from all.










Where would it end up ?
Where would it start?