All that glitters is not gold

and yes
i want to go to Venice
a city that is half submerged in water
and
i want to go there before its gone

It's been one tiring monday.
I did not have a good night rest at all.
Waking up at all the weird timings.
2ish 4ish 6ish 7 and finally till my alarm rings
How sucky can it be.
Sucky friday i had and sometimes i feel like i have enough.
But what can i do other than swallowing my pride for money.
hehs

I'm tired from lack of sleep
I'm tired from feeling angry and stress
I'm tired being human
haaa
BUT
I'm starting to feel that we are more like chameleons
Ever changing.
It was told that chameleon's colour change is used as an expression of the physiological condition of the lizard
It's like humans is it?
One moment we can be like this and other we are like that.
We change to fit into the environment
We change accordingly to our emotions.
Times when one can be so close and the next moment turn your back against others
Times when we can bare out hearts out to one another and the next moment shut yourself up ever so tightly.
But
There are also times when you thought u are all alone and out of the sudden all those who are against you became your pillar of support
So tell me
How different are we from a chameleon?
With our ever changing emotions colours and behavior?


I guess the best part of today was my drive home.
Blasting music in my car
Feeling the breeze on my face
Feeling the sunshine warming my face
It's like the epitome of happiness







The world's your runway
Put your heels on and walk your walk

Another night out over at Dragonfly.
Nv really thought that i would hang out there.
Started out slow and tempo picked up.
Many ended up high again
haa
Funny as it seems.
Df started everything isn't it?
How a simple gathering can bond all together.
I'm enjoying my life now.
There's focus
There's goals and target
There's friends and great colleagues.
There's beautiful stories.
There's fun and laughter
and there's me enjoying all i have.

My world is constantly changing
Sometimes i feel that is hard to keep in steps with myself
Sometimes i feel myself wanting more and more and yet i want to slow everything down
Sometimes i feel myself wanting nothing at all.
and yeah i'm being contradicting here again
well that's me
and
i love being me =)









Have you ever feel that sometimes you just want to rebel for once
Have you ever feel that sometimes wrongs can be beautiful
Have you ever feel that
Have you

Last night was hours of mj-ing into the wee morning.
Only managed to hit the bed ard 5.
My afternoon was spent lunching with my usual groupies.
and now finally i can slack ard for a while more before going over to friend's side for steamboat.
Tell me how to lose weight if i always have gatherings with good food???!!

heh

anyways overdue pics.

































as awkward as it is.
it was not as bad as i thought it will be.
and i enjoyed it myself.
etched in memories! =))

And i'm happy almost every other days recently.

As mentioned, i went to my cousin's wedding and the wedding gift they left for the guests were packs of poker cards.

On each poker cards, there are many many fantastic love quotes.

Haa i'm a sucker for love quotes.

Quoted

" There's no remedy for love

but

to love more "

-Thoreau-

Quoted

" Love is much like a wild rose beautiful and calm,

but willing to draw blood in its defense"

-Mark Overby-

Beautiful quotes ain't they?

Much more mentioned but only 2 chosen as they leave the deepest impression .

let's see if i can create mine.

Love can be beautiful and short lived like fireworks

or love can be everlasting like fireworks.

as we can reignite it again and again.

hahah sounds like shit

But well sounds good to me =))

And i just received a phone call from a damn good telesales person
SALUTE U AUNTIE!

Its been ages since i met a really good telesales person.
I'm wowed!
hahhaha

Shagged max.

Straight 7 hours of mj-ing

Very contented as my gambling urge was fully curbed for this week.

Haa

Wanted to do the shoots today and yet again, we delayed it.

Tonnes of clothes to be clear and i guess our customers must have thought that we closed down!

Hahahha

Been weeks or months since we last updated our blog shop.

I've got to get my ass down for the shoots and the thought of changing in and out of the clothes tires me out enough.

Need to get some beauty sleep now.

Wedding dinner later on and i hate the thought of entertaining people whom i'm not close with.

ZzzZZZZZZzzzz