Went chilling with colleen and adelene after work. After much aimless loitering and lotsa pondering, we decided to settle down over at Cartel.
Being there with them gave me 2 type of mixed feelings at the same time...
I'm giggling and laughing like nobody's business but yet my heart inside's feeling heavy.
This is not a very good feeling...

I realise i'm missing her..
I miss waking up in the morning to the msg of her asking me to cartel to study together.
She studying for her test or doing revision, habouring and telling me how she wanted to become the top student. Me holding the "almost torn due to overstuding and forever failing" basic theory book.
Yakking away the latest gossips and what a fashion dis Miss E is. How the 2 bellas are dressed up today.
Lotsa of random thoughts to each other.
Our darkest fear and worries.
My deepest thought to her and sometimes her to me.
Laughing at almost everything and nothing at all.
The rolling of eyes whenever a lame joke or remarks made.
Where did you go?
I miss you so..