There are times when the intensity of my feelings makes me blind to my own actions or words.
I guess its time for this young lasso here to learn better control over feelings.
There are times where feelings just hit depending on situations and of cause, people
And I can say that I'm pretty easily affected. By words. By actions.
Especially by people who means a lot to me and those who used to mean a lot.
But yet again, I'm learning.
To let go of what isn't meant to be.
To let go of the has/ had happened.
To let go of abhorrence and malevolence
To ignore knifing and ugly glances.
To ignore venom words.
To ignore quidnunc.
To minimize my own foolishness and impulsive actions.
Did learn the painfully tortoise crawling process of handling negativity
Feelings of rejections. Disappointments. Discomfiture. yak yak yakada
But i think i still lack skills.Proper skills in handling feelings on the spot.
Not the post feelings after happening.But the intense feelings that collide head on with you in the face
That might make you regret your actions later after clearing that feel in you.
HA
Seriously what am i talking about. Guess that fully explain the and express the meaning of pleonasm
Crap. Shall stop the crap.
Guess the Blue master of Mondays trying to seep into my veins.
I'm not being a bitch but just find it so amusing.
you just make me doubled over in laughter. stomach aching laughter
ahahhahas
